..The one you CAN"T get over

A Smile, a Look, an Exchange of words, a touch

a kiss,the movement of bodies as one is formed...

Distance

I hate you

BUT I love you
The one who made you the happiest..

Make you the saddest
Life without you has no meaning..

Who hasn't been through a breakup? or several in these times..BUT there's always that one person who makes it so hard to get away even though we know that their presence is poisonous to our life. It's like they're this infinite black hole..they suck away every thing that makes YOU, YOU..until you're left feeling like you need them, that l has no meaning if they're not apart of it...we all have had/have that one person that its more than difficult to get rid of. I use to call it the first syndrome..the one who takes your virginity and then for some unknown reason..you're lives are tethered together by an invisible string.,,BUT I've come to learn its not only that. Sometimes this one amazingly awesome person comes into you're life and literally every freaking day is like rainbows and unicorns. You see bright stars, you want to dance in the rain to some dumb ass song that pulls that whole scene together. Then one day..he/she decides that they're done.."its be real fun" "Maybe we should see other people". "I'm not ready for this, I thought you understood that"

"we're at two different places in our lives"."I'm not good for you."

      I find that when someone tells you who they are the first time, you should believe. Too many times people fall for the wrong person because the smooth words spoken..only realizing when it's too late that that person only had short time in mind, rather than going the distance. WHY CAN'T WE GET OVER PEOPLE WHO WE KNOW ARE BAD FOR US? It's like everything would be so much better, life would be so much better if they were not apart of our lives. Yet we feel like if they're not there..if we're not something to that one person who is everything to us..then there is nothing to hold the glue together..

But What real value do these people; this guy or girl have to our lives..surely we'll wake up. Breathe another breath, live another day? Why does it feel like we might die if they're not there..why do we make fools out of ourselves? Countless times at that, chasing after this one person who doesn't care at all. Because it is all too apparent that they've long since moved on..

 Chest caving in

 No air..can't breathe

dizzy..

I suppose this is how one would feel 

when it's too hard to let go

 even when it's for our own good..

that ONE person you simply can't get over..

XX SD